regret and realise

love r miracle,somehow it will bring u happiness ,some time,it will ruin ur world,,and i do exprience both of the ending which cause by LOVE.
i regret,for not treat u well enough when we r in relationship.even though i thought i m doing well and treat u very gd..its just wasnt gd enough.
i regret,for keep argue for sometime is just a small small argument betwen us,,,,and cause this end.
i regret,for been too free and aimless for my life goal ,i should have done better by planning something about ourself in the future yet i didnt...
i regret,for evrytime our problem turn sour,and i should be the one who apologize no matter what,,but sometime,i didnt
and
i do realise,u r so so so important for me ...i do know u r important for me when we r togther is just i dont know how to show u the desire and willinging to treat u more well.
i do realise,that,.some time when things turn sour or situation bcome bad ,,i should be more patient for handle the situation rather that keep throw my temper toward u..
and last,i do realise,i m changing from the tony t u used to know back in three yrs ago to someone who in hot temper and no patient on everything......finally i realise......\

i do realise that,,,i m who i m right now,,,,i could do everything i cant do b4,,,i can torrent all the preassure alone without tempered on some others.,..i can be more patient when handle the situation..i able to do some kind of think which i could accept for the pass,,,anything...


and i do know,,,,i m changing,,,i wish i could bring back the tonyt that u used to love,u used to willing to spend ur time with,a tonyt that u willing to lay down on his shoulder and he will give u a comfort feel and secure feel,,,,
dear,i m working hard on those thing above,,even better,,,,and i do believe that,PRATICES MAKES SUCCESS!and i do really everything i could is just hope u able to accept me again,,,a person who willing to give evertyhing he could just to bring u happiness and secure future rest of ur life....