present

dear,do u like ur present?i hope u like,,,this present costs me a mth to search around and find out the most suitable thing to u,,,i do put alot effort on it,,,,,,,but,,when i hand over to u,i dont felt that u r happy no matter what i did and what i done....
u always like that way to response me or reply me anything ,,,i feel bad ..all the time...i just trying to be gd to u,,thats it..
like what i say,i used to do alot thing to be gd for u as i want to regain back the relationship with u...and u r pis off the positive behaviour i m to facing u as u dint wish to be too close to me anymore,,,
now,i my mind,thats only thing,,,,love can ;t always ask for repay,,,,love should give all u could to someone who u in love with without asking for repay back,,this is who i m now...i will do whatever i could to bring u happiness....even though in the ends,u chosen to walk away from me like what u did right now...i will do hope that c u happy all the time...and i will be happy for u at another side of this planet and wont be by ur side....
i gonna fillfull my promises that i failed b4,,,i gonna 100%stop smoking when ur bday arrive in few more hr from now,,,,,i did try b4,,yet u can resist the preasure b4 and continue smoke even i been told not to smoke again,,i m sorry...but this time,,i m serious....and i will be punish by god if i smoke again...i swear here,,and pls god mark my words...
u r heading to kl now,,,and soon,,,u gonna meet n stay with that guy.....the person u willing to spend ur bday with,,,,even though i chosen to believe in u,,,,,u and he is just a fr,,no more other that a fr,,,mayb gd fr,,
at here,,,and again,,i wish u have a sweet and cheerful journey ,,,rest more and have fun,,,
i miss u.........
tonyt
2009-08-31-1850hr