i feel better ....

after long waiting 3days withou seeing u,,finally,i able to meet u a while even though u still the same way to aproach me,..
i feel gd,
i feel gd bcoz i able to c u,,,,i miss u
i feel gd bcos at least i dont let u feel preasure all the moment when we r tgther
ifeel gd bcos i able to fillfull some of ur promises i promise u b4=to pay ur income pax even though is only small sum of money...i did it in the last..
i feel gd bcos,u r still trusting me by allow me to help u change money..mayb its common for u ,,but i felt happy,,,for u allow me to do something for u/
i feel gd bcos by tml morning, i able to meet u again,,,,haha,,even though u will leave away from spore to go to kl n bahau for the next ten day and i will unable to c u...dear,,i will miss u all days n nights when u r not around..really .
i feel gd bcos...i able to buy u a present tml..even though u might already knows what will i going to buy for u,,,at least i proud of the thing i will buy for u tml..
and i do hope that,i do try my best and effort to change my ways to be with u even though is just a dim sum section,,,,at least i didnt show u any of negative feel..did i?i hope i not..
i feel gd bcos,,,i do have chances to chat with u through phone twice today..u r make my days happier...
7 sleeping pill given by doc finish eaten...and i run out of the sleeping pill now,,,,,but i do believe that i able to sleep well today coz my mood is fucking gd as i able to prove to myself i can change the way to approach u n wont give u any bad feel at all,,,,,i so proud i did it in the last//

dear,love u...and i do really care of u and willing to keep learning to fine tuned the way i m when facing u...
dear,miss u,u will be away for so so many days,,,but i will try hard not to bother u and let u enjoying the longest leave for this yrs for u....
dear,,,i love u...and love u...and love u...sweet dream to u ....and c u tml....ah muck muck,,,yita yitani yo bibi kns....hehe