been quarrel with u through phone 2days ago again.,...this time,i do really wish to chat about u n left out the sad thing between us...i do try,,,,but ends up quarrel again about the attitude of u toward me...
and u say out ur words from ur true heart,,u say"since our first start in relationship,i just a guy who anyhow give promises,and will never filfull any of it..."i felt my heart so been hurt by ur comment..
after rethink n rethink,,,thinking about what makes u feel so...
i do realise,mayb i m such kind of guy,who always give u sweet thing about what m i going to do and what n i going to buy but mayb most of the time talk talk only..
for past few yrs,,,,i do know that i promise u one thing which is buying a car within this yr,,,but i failed to do so,,i m sorry..but my financial status wasnt allow me to do so right now..
i m sorry to let u feel dissapointed mayb some of the small thing i say i will done but i nv,,i m sorry, and i dont mean it..
and i know,,,this might be the biggest problem of me to let u decide no given me another chance to be back with u again...ya,,,i dont deserved this change,,all due to the records i done b4..i m so sorry to let u down.
from now on,i will try to be a person who will not admit or promise u for anything that i might not able to achieve,i will not do that anymore..
'mayb i might change my way to approach u by,,talk less do more....and i will works on that,,.
been sleepless for a week already,,,everyday needs sleeping pills then able to sleep...i know that it wasnt a healthy way to live,but i do have no choice,..
u tell me also that u not gonna or willing to listern i say I MISS U OR I LOVE U this kind of words..dear,,,i will try to hide inside my heart...i will not telling u all the day...but.,...give me one last chance to speak out here...dear wendy ng bibi,i love u and i miss u all the days n nights...no matter how bad ur attitude towards me,or how long it can be without seeing u...or no matter how many many yrs after,,i just know that,,,,my heart of loving u will never change at all...and it will last forever,,,,if i able to change my personality and u might accept me again in the future,,i will be very proud and go nna be the most happiest guy in this planet...if one day i still fail to do so,,,,i will only love u silently ,,,,silently forever.....顺其自然。。。。。
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